Emme

So we have exactly 2 months before we leave for Europe!
I'm so excited but we do have to get some scheduling in order. I'm calling a mandatory meeting for next weekend. We need to have some idea of what will be doing...we can't just pop up in a foreign country and figure it out on a whim. It's not like a tropical island where 90% of your time is spent on a beach. (god I can't wait to do that again though.) I'm thinking about Aruba next March. I heard it's goregous there.

Anyways, I have about 45 mins until I can blow this pop stand and go home for the day. I decided to play hooky from class because I'm feeling a little blue today and I want to go hang out with Victor so I can cheer up.

I hope everyone is having a good day.

So today is turning out to be a good day. I am moving along at work just trying to get stuff down and make it to 5:30.

The truth is I am really at a good place in my life and I am thankful for that everyday. There are a few people that I tend to miss often...Tray Lee, Pablo and Nora are the top 3 that I miss and think about constantly.

I am so happy that I am nothing like I was years ago. I'm trying to erase all those memories from my mind. The sad thing is that even though I've moved on from that dark period in my life there is still constant chit chatter about me. Whenever I hear a rumor I just laugh and feel flattered that people still take the time out of their day to make fun of Victor and I. The truth is we're extremely happy together. We've been together for over 2 years now and I can honestly say he's the best thing that has ever happened to me and we were meant to be together. He's changed my life for the better in every way and I thank god every day that i get to be with someone so amazing.

So if you want some juicy gossip to talk about since you've got nothing better to do than to bring up old news from 3 years ago...let me fill you in...

I made national honors society at my school and will be graduating soon.
I make more $ than all of you combined...MONEY THAT I EARNED and worked hard for.
So far I've traveled EVERYWHERE...most recently...Denver, seattle, chicago, St. Thomas.
Will be going to Europe for 2 weeks in the summer
and I am going to Columbia University's Pre-Medical program next year.

But if it helps you sleep at night to talk shit about the past then knock yourself out. Everything in my life is perfect.

Today I celebrated Mother's day with my family. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful Mother. I couldn't ask for a better one. We all went out to dinner at Johnny's Bar and Grill where my brother is working. I just got home and we're all about to have cake and coffee. I realize that it's early but anyone who is Italian knows that dinner on Sundays starts at 2 in the afternoon! I still think that's bizarre but whatever.


Hmmm...so what has happened since I last updated....?

I went to Seattle, Washington about 2 weeks ago. Wow, what a beautiful city! I didn't love it as much as Chicago but it was great. I swear I bet I'll end up living in Chicago at some point in my life. I feel such a connection to that city. Plus, the plane ride is less than 2 hours from NY. I went out to Seattle with my co-worker Mike. Mike and I had a blast...it was a lot of work but we were able to go out drinking and just walked around the streets of the city late at night smoking ganja. During the day we basically sat through numerous pointless meetings and trainings. I was nervous at first because this particular parnter hates my company and unfortunately for them had to beg to work with us again. But despite their defeat they were pretty welcoming. I think Mike and I made a great impression. What I've noticed from all these business trips that I've taken in the 2 years I've been working with my company is that New Yorkers work too damn hard! Every other place is extremely laid back. Poeple come and go from the office all day...and there's NO DRESS CODE!

Mike and I got suited up the first day. We looked hott...I'll admit. I even wore heels! Then we get to the office and there's people in sweat suits, piercings in their face, tattoos, etc. After that day we basically dressed business casual. At first someone asked if we were lawyers! it was funny.

Gotta love the corporate world.

Also, we had awesome weather in Seattle. It didn't rain once..it was about 70 degrees everyday. Just picture perfect. Apparently, it rained for 2 weeks straight before we got there.

Europe is 90% planned out. We got that vacation for a steal!! We also ended up getting a free connection with an apartment in Paris thanks to Maud!!

I'm so excited about that trip I think about it everyday.

Other than that everything is great.

Wow, so it's been a while since I last updated. I don't even know where I left off.
Hmmmm....what has happened in the last 12 weeks?


I was in Chicago...had to leave early because my father got really sick. He had a pulmonary Embolism. Dad was in a coma for a # of weeks. Then in Rehab at Burke because he lost use of his arms and legs. He's doing better now..it's actually his birthday today. He's 58 and hopefully he'll have many happy and healthy birthdays to come.

I've been very stressed out these past few months. Between work, school and what went on with my dad. So I took a vacation!!! Victor and I went to St. Thomas for week. It was GORGEOUS! 2 dollar packs of cigs as well. I brought home 10 cartons between Vic and I.

I'm taking on more work at my job. It's getting hectic...I'm barely hanging on at this point. School is rough this semester. Why did i think i could manage a straight schedule of math and science courses. I should slow down sometimes and stop trying to rush my life.
I'm struggling in school but I think I'll make it out ok. I always do somehow.

I just found out yesterday that I'll be traveling to Seattle Washington sometime this month. What the hell goes on in the state of Washington other than BIG FOOT? lol
I'm just pissed that it's a 6 and a half hour flight.

The good thing is that this will be good practice for when we travel to Europe this summer. Jaymie, Billy, Victor and I are going to PAris and Amsterdam in August. I cannot wait...this is going to be LEGENDARY!!!!!

So that's my life so far.
I hope everything is going well for everyone else.

Long time...no post!

Everything has been going alright. A little crazy but so far so good.

I'm leaving for Chicago on Monday. I have soooo much crap to do this weekend in order to prepare. I have to write a presentation and put together a manual. So, there goes my fun weekend.

Funny though...there's a BLIZZARD in Chicago today. I'll be there from Monday through Friday. The only thing that I am nervous about is that my boss is coming with me until Wednesday. I have to do a training and presentation in the chicago office and I want to make a good impression.

On the school front...I ended this semester with a BANG! My GPA is currently a 3.5 and I will be done with school VERY soon thank god! Then I can go and work on my masters and leave this place to find work that better suits me.

Well anyways, I just wanted to give a quick update on the wonderful life of MJ.

I have to get back to work and get ready for next week. I can't believe they are sending me to one of the coldest cities in the COLDEST MONTH OF THE YEAR! I can't really complain though...with the current status of the economy and my job doing lay offs once a month I am happy to still have a job so i do have to prove myself.

School starts at the end of this month....right on my 23rd bday

I should be sleeping right now but I feel compelled to write something before I go to sleep.

I was bored tonight so instead of focusing on Homework like a good girl I decided to read through my livejournal. I've had this damn thing since 2003. Some of the entries were hysterical...what was i thinking? I'm pretty much the same person as i was 6 years ago but i like to think that i am more stable and wiser.

Reading back on those entries...all those days where i thought my life was going to end over something so insignificant. I always told myself back then that in 5 years this won't matter anymore. It was easier said then done back then but it's completely true.

I don't even know why i gave a shit about half that stuff back in High School or my early college years.

I'm happy where i am in my life. I'm overly excited for my future and i have such big plans. I need to slow down lol. I'm getting too far ahead of myself. I have all my career goals planned from now until i am 30. I should post more often ....it's great looking back to when i was 16...now that i am about to be 23.

Anyways, i need to go to bed.

i just wanted to say that.

There's so much work to be done. As I am sitting here puffing on a joint...trying to not face the reality that tomorrow morning, bright and early I have to back to the real world. I swear if it wasn't for pot I would be a constant nervous wreck!
Work is moving along. I got my friend Megan a job there and she's a huge help. She is catching on quickly and pitches in. Work for me is intense. It's not just a job where I sit filing or answering phones. I don't stock shelves anymore or get pissed drunk while waiting on tables. I don't think people realize how tough my job is so they think I'm just avoiding them.

Megan who has been there for almost a month now I feel hasn't really understood how stressful it is. She will soon enough. I'm constantly having to meet deadlines, quotas in the millions and they get higher every time I meet my goal. Last quarter my quota was 3.1 million dollars.

I haven't even received my new # yet. But with the economy struggling, I didn't quite hit that goal but I came 3/4 of the way.

I have to constantly build relationships with people. Yes, I have a sales/customer service position but these people are what most people would call "clients".

I work with other million dollar companies.

I chose to have a career. One in which i don't want to have but I'm making due.

So I'm in school. 4 nights a week. 2 of those nights my class ends at 11 pm.

I'm also taking quarters instead of full semester. So it's intense. I have a midterm tomorrow and my finals are in october. Then i get another two sets of classes until December.
I am currently taking 18 credits..2 on line classes.

I'm fucking exhausted and i seriously need to study right now...but I'm being lazy and wanted to vent.

Let me get started...

Nice Job McCain!!!

Palin? Are you kidding me? The only reason she was picked is because her hubby works for BP! You offically just lost the race and you deserve it.

Now try talking about Obama's inexperience!! You just pissed off your own party.

You dug your own grave and i am happy about it.

America doesn't care if it's a woman...but if you're going to pick one...make sure her she has a background like Hillary.

Barack Obama...2008!

Yeah bitches!

The summer is almost ending and school is about to start.
I'm a little nervous because i don't know if i can handle working 50 hours a week and attending school 4 nights a week. It's only for 2 months though...because my school has quarters as well as semesters.

so i will be taking 2 classes for the entire semester and the rest are only for half of the semester.

My mom wants me to drop at least 1 but i am determined to finish.

i can't take it anymore.

I want out of Westcon...I want to move on with my life! i'll make two years in June and then i'll start looking somewhere else.
June seems so far away but realizing how fast the past 14 months...almost 15 months went by...next June will be here in NO time.

Next time i think about it it will be Christmas.

everything is really starting to take a toll on me though.
i'm tired all of the time and school hasn't even started yet.

My job consumes my soul. Some days I feel like a complete failure. I know my job...i do. I had to...I'm the only one in Westcon North America who CAN do my job!

but there's so much work involved that i constantly feel like i can't catch up and i feel like a failure because of it. I am not lying when i say i work a minimum of 2 to 3 nights from home. I'll leave here, go home, eat, and while i'm smoking a FAT L i'll be logged on doing work from 7 to midnight.

I really slacked off this week. Everynight i went out and did shit rather than working but whatever sometimes i need it.

Tuesday is usually my night to work from home but instead i chilled at billy's and smoked instead. WHATEVER...I NEEDED it and i should NOT feel guiltly about it but i do!

anyways, regardless i'll find a way to survive.
thank god tomorrow is Friday.


I wish I stayed a kid...anyone who isn't in my position...PLEASE i warn you. Don't grow up too fast. Regardless of the money, freedom whatever it is that you are looking for (what i was looking for). It's not worth it. My new car is a burden and i don't even know what i would do if i wasn't living at home.

I wish I stayed 22. I didn't need to live my life as if i was 40. I realize that now...but when u get a taste of what kind of $ is out there...i can't go back to making 20-30 thousand a year. It may happen though...there's a chance i will be pushed over the edge.

For now...PEACE OUT!

I will be complaining soon enough!

Hello Everyone who actually reads my livejournal!

I hope this finds you well!

Nothing really new is going on. Same old crap! I did get to go out for Tray's birthday on Sunday night which was awesome! I didn't get to stay late because I had work the next day. So I stood for a drink. It was great getting to see everyone...including my stupid ass brother who seems to be better friends with my friends than I am. That actually bothers me a lot.

I also went out on Thursday for Mike's birthday...which was AWESOME!!!! This past week i got to see soooo many people that i love and have not seen in forever!

Lately, I've been working hard. Maybe too hard! I'm done with school until September...THANK GOD! So I can focus on work and all the stuff I have to do in preparation for the new girl that's coming in to take over my position!

Come September I'm going to be a mess!! I am taking 18 credits this semester...but the only good thing is...My school has quarters and semesters...so i can take multiple classes in one semester but not all at the same time.

I got BAD ASS sunburn over the weekend!!
I'm suffering today...can't even wear a bra!

Other than that...my life is pretty peachy!

I hope everyone is doing well also.

Peace out People!

I'm off Friday...thank god!
I am almost done with my summer courses at school. I still have my online class until July 10th but my other class that was 3 nights a week for a month is now over. Somehow I got a B+...I'm convinced it was a mistake but i'm not about to correct him.

Other than that everything is going pretty good. I start yoga class tonight lol. And I'm trying to buy Elton John Tickets for my mom's birthday. I heard he puts on a great show and I do like most of his music.

Work is slow today and because of that i don't feel like doing anything. I need to snap out of it because this is the perfect opportunity to catch up on things. I'm just lazy sometimes.

My boss is letting me help him out with the interviewing process for more members on our team. We haven't agreed on a single person. One girl i really liked...she was ridiculously hot though...my God. That alone probably clouded my decision. She spoke 3 languages...went to med school...then finished her degree in business. Chris didn't like her because he's convinced she's a spin doctor who tells u exactly what u want to hear. She also was late to her interview and according to her resume she never stood at a job longer than 6 months. She looked good on paper though!

I bet she was trying to make a summer job out of Westcon.
I remember how hard the interview was...it's 2-3 hours long! You take a test and then get interviewed by 2 different people...this time 3 because now i am included! It's kind of nerve wracking...i was scared myself. I ask the basic questions: "if hired what can you contribute to Westcon, what will you bring to the table". "Give me an example of a time u had pressure to meet a deadline...how did u handle it and what ended up happening." I try to make it tough beacuse it is fun to watch them squirm in their suits!

I should be a lil more compassionate though considering i was in their position only a year and half ago.

Oh well!

I don't really know why i am so hateful today. i just am.

I can't believe I've been posting in this journal for almost 6 years. My god how things have changed and how some things have not changed at all.

I'm done with the first summer session on Thursday. Thank God! My computer class isn't a hard class...it's just the amount of work is insane!! Not to mention....My USB drive malfunctioned!! I have to redo 3 labs from scratch and all my labs are least 12 pages long!

I figured this out on Thursday night...but I was sooooo frustrated with the fact that my USB was broken I couldn't even start to redo them. I just walked out of class like a loser.

I'm still debating whether or not I plan on taking another class during the 2nd session. It's 3 nights a week again for a month. Nothing can be worse than this computer class though...this was rough. so I'm considering it. But I also had plans to join yoga and a gym. i don't know what's more important to me at the moment.

Yesterday, I went to the Zumiez Skateboard Demo. I didn't realize that it's okay for pro skateboarders to mess up as much as they did. They kept fucking up. Maybe it was a bad day for them or soemthing. I really went to the skating thing for Victor but his favorite skateboarder...something Appleyard didn't even bother to skate, he just took pics the entire time. the cool thing was this guy came up to talk to Victor personally. About soemthing stupid but i would feel honored if someone I looked up to and who was famous came up and started talking to me.

The best part about the day was that i got to be front row for ALKALINE TRIO!!!! Out of the hundreds of concerts i've been to I've never seen them play. So it was pretty awesome. I was so close they were sweating on me. I LOVED IT. Driving back from Jersey sucked though. I don't like that state one bit. I <3 New York. Although, I'm seriously considering moving out to Colorado. Makes perfect sense...I just don't know if i have the balls to do it. It's still a thought but I'm still in school and i don't want to screw anything up at the moment. I just want to move out though. I can afford it...so why not?!

One day everything will fall into place. I know it will!!!

Ps- RIP George Carlin. Thank you.

Happy Monday...I hope everyone enjoyed their weekend!!

I had a decent one. Saturday I basically did nothing, which is always good. I just relaxed...went to the movies...got high all day. Sunday - Victor and I went to the Tattoo show at Roseland Ballroom. I didn't get a tattoo but I was able to look through different books and get ideas from different artists. I'm going to be very particular about this tattoo because I want it to be pretty and perfect since this is going on my other wrist. My left wrist has my name in Black...so it's not like u can screw that up!!

After the show we got dinner and had coffee at Starbucks. We topped it off by smoking while driving up the West Side Highway.

I was so stuffed I wanted to puke yesterday.
We walked it off from walking around in the city and taking my dog for a long ass walk around the neighborhood.

So much for a bikini this year...I don't even know if i want to be caught dead in a bathing suit.

I need to loose more weight..I lost some but not enough. I still feel HUGE!!!

Victor's going home today and next week is a 3 day weekend for everyone because OMG...WESTCON IS ACTUALLY CLOSED! I am EXTRA excited.

Anyways, I'm off for one week than BACK TO SCHOOL. Which reminds me...I need to register for summer courses.

Peace out Everyone.

Have a great day!

Everyone that sits around me is in a meeting right now. I figured that with no one around I'd slip a livejournal entry in. Let's see what's been going on...

I got a raise on Friday. A small one but it was cool because I didn't even ask for it. I'm going to wait a little while and then i'm going to ask for a $10,000 raise. I should be able to get it or close to it. I want to shoot high because then even if I don't get that exact amount it will be harder for them to only give me $2000 or something that low.

I accomplished a lot in the 11 months I've been here. I got promoted from one position to another in only 6 months. I took on 2 vendors...(soon to be a 3rd) learned them inside and out and now I'm a specialist for the two of them. I also cleaned up the mess that everyone was in with Packeteer. They are probably the most problematic vendor I've seen since I started here. I get great reviews from everyone I work with. And my #'s are awesome.

This whole idea of asking for a raise started when I went to the BDX the other weekend. (yes, my job made us attend a "Westcon Pep Rally" on my weekend). It wasn't so bad except there went my friday, saturday, sunday and i had to be in work every day before and after that. Whatever, one weekend a year...it didn't kill me and I actually had a shit load of fun.

All the different offices from America and around the world showed up. We went clubbing with the VP of the COMPANY!!! He was wrecked it was a lil weird. I also smoked with the most random people. People who i didn't even know smoked.

They handed out awards...which I was not qualified for because I haven't been at Westcon for a year yet. I WILL WIN THAT AWARD NEXT YEAR!! Everyone that won got a cash bonus, and a paid vacation for them and a guest to Jamaica this year.

On the school front, It's finals week! I'm nervous about 1 of them. And for the summer....I'm taking 12 credits!
Jesus....luckily My sister is taking my math class for me on line because she's a math genius and anything above basic math I can't understand.

So Technically I'll be taking 3 classes and paying $50 a week for my math class. I feel it's a decent deal.

Let me go back to work....everyone is coming back.

Peace out Homies!

Oddly enough I love Mondays!
It's the only day of the week that I can function properly. The semester is coming to an end...I have a lot of catching up to do in my Substance Abuse class. My other classes I'm doing great in. I was doing really well in this class too until I stopped turning in my homework for about 3 weeks. I'm hoping that if I turn everything in before the end of the semester my professor will have mercy on my soul and still except it and give me a decent grade. I'm only asking for a C!!! My adolescent psych class I have an A average...and in my other classes...probably B's if not A's. I've been doing well in school this year and I'm proud of myself for it. I just hope I'll be finished soon. I cannot wait to pick what i will be majoring in for my Masters. It's a toss up between School Psychology and Forensic Psychology/Criminal Profiling. Here's the thing though...I'm definitly going to major in Forensics & criminal profiling. I just don't know if I want to jump straight into it because job opportunities are slim and it's a lot of work. I don't want to be here at Westcon for too long so I'm thinking about going the School Psych route because starting salary is $65,000 a year and I will get all that vacation time!!! I will totally be able to go back to school if I choose too. That's why I may go that way!

If not I'll jump into Forensics...won't have a job right away and then I'll still be at Westcon.

Westcon is slowly eatting my soul though. I don't hate it here...it's okay. I like the people but I hate the hours, the work, and the overall business aspect of this job. It's challenging...and I have a really great boss to pushes me to my potential and even though he puts me in uncomfortable situations by doing trainings and presentations...I am really grateful for his guideance. I really learned a lot in the year I've been here.
The only thing is...Westcon isn't for me. I have to give up my weekend!!! I'll be going to that Westcon pep rally!!! I just can't wait until it's over. I have to leave Friday morning...go to Pennslyvania with the entire company and do a bunch of company bullshit like mingling and workshops!

FUCK DUDE!

I took tomorrow off to be with my Victor. He was in Michigan this weekend and then I'll be away next weekend so we wanted to take a day to see eachother. I miss him when he's not around...it's bad.

Either way..I need to get back to work.

Peace out Bitches.

the physiological effects of sadness or depressed are just as interesting as the psychological effects. I'm currently feeling that emptiness, the sick stomach, and that tingling sensation all at once. I haven't felt this way in a while...I'm once again facing that battle of "do i wait to see if things get better or do i run for the hills?"


Fuck dude...i give up

It's already Monday...I can't believe it!
I spent my entire weekend painting the apartment that my mother is trying to rent with Victor. I'm hurting in places that I didn't even know could hurt. The tenants that just moved out painted the bedrooms bright orange!!! Who the hell does that??? So I spent all day Saturday and most of the day Sunday painting and smoking pot. The highlight of my weekend was getting to see Tracey for a little while last night. I missed her so and I love her very very much.

Right now it's kind of slow at work...I'm just working along hoping the time will go by fast enough! Today is my dads birthday so we'll be going out to eat after work. (We've been sorta speaking so I am willing to sit at the same table as him). Plus, I'm going out for some free scallops and crab cakes!! I'll suck it up and eat.

I just realized yesterday that I have a 10 page paper that's due on Tuesday!!! Holy shit...looks like I'm not going out tonight. I guess I'll be going out to eat and then straight home to start typing. I'm not too worried about it because the thing with long ass papers like that is...we have to use tons of sources so you write 3-4 lines...then quote an entire paragraph supporting the 3-4 lines you just wrote. I think the process is fairly simple...I just hope I have enough info to use.

I also decided to go to Michigan with Victor. I knew I was going to wait until last minute to decide to go. I'm not sure whether or not I'm going to tell him though! I think it will be nice to surprise him but we'll see! Then the week after that I'll be in Pennslyvania all weekend for work! FUCK DUDE. That's another reason why I want to go to Michigan. I'll never have another excuse to go there unless Victor goes again...and if I don't go..I won't see him for 3 weeks and I'll be heartbroken.

So I guess I'm going to take the trip..I just have to price out plane tickets today.

Anyways, Let me get back to work.
Peace

I'm beginning to like Monday's more and more. It's the one day during the week that I am most productive. I also feel very relaxed on Mondays. It's probably due to the fact that I lay around like a lazy bitch on the weekends doing nothing but smoking, watching good movies, having lots of sex with my boyfriend, and just laughing the whole time we're together. I also don't have any class on Monday night which is a huge relief off my shoulders. Come Thursday...I'm shot!! I've already attended two out of my 3 classes and I just want the week to end. Then Thursday I spend all night doing homework so I don't have to worry about it during the weekend. I don't know how the fuck I do it...it's probably because I'm still young. That's why I want to work hard now because I refuse to work hard later. I'm not going to be busting my ass at 50 years old. I just need to disicpline myself a lil better with certain things like exercising, my eatting habbits, my excessive smoking of pot and cigarettes. I feel like I need cigarettes though...Pot I can live without...although I've developed a dependence for it...it's easy for me to quit. It's not addictive so i hate the people who claim they can't give it up. It's truly because your week. Smoking and hardcore drugs are addictive...therefore you suffer from withdrawl symptoms when you try to kick the habbit. There is nooooooooo withdrawl from marijuana. You will actually feel 100% better 2 days after you give it up.

But for me...it's how i calm down...relax...and focus. As soon as I get home from a 9 hour hectic day at work..I spark a joint. Get some dinner...watch some TV...unwind and do homework. Or sometimes I will work some more from home so I can have a lighter load the next morning. Other days I become soooo engulfed into LAw & order that my entire day is shot because I need to watch!!!

Other than that...I'm trying to clean up my debt. There should be a law against giving 18 year olds credit cards!! The minimum age should be 21...I'm a hell of a lot more responsible now at 22 then i was at 18. 3-4 years makes a huge difference. Well, I can't say that for everyone but for me it did. I put myself in a huge hole at 18....now that i'm making good money i'm digging myself out of it.

While I am paying my debt, car payments, phone bill...I'm still trying to save for Europe!!! Remember Billy, CHris, Jaymie, Pablo and Victor...MONEY FOR PLANE TICKETS IS DUE IN JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Details to follow soon.

I will write up an itinery for everyone.

anyways, that's about it for my 5 min break.
BACK TO WORK PEOPLE!
bye

Hello Everybody who actually reads my journal. (Basically hi Tray and Pablo lol). Everything is going good so far...can't complain. I went to the Whitney Biennial on Saturday. Definitely not as good as the last one 2 years ago. It was completely missing the giant SHOCK factor that the 2006 biennal had. There were still interesting works of art...weird, political, random but not as cool as the last one. I truly believe it's worth going to see but if you went to the last one...don't expect a similar show. you'll be disappointed. I already warned Pablo to go there with a clear mind and remember that this is a new biennal...new show...different theme. I wish I would have done the same. That day was fun though...Victor and I went out to eat in the city...smoked in Central Park and went to the show. Friday night..I got my hair highlighted...Sunday we had to go back up to Victors house because he had a manditory meeting at his job.
This weekend was fun for the most part. Didn't really do much for Saint Patty's Day...I got dressed up for work...but afterwards i just sat at home and worked on my homework. I have a severe amount due next week. Thank god we had this week off...I really need this breather.

I started slacking AGAIN...but luckily it was right before this break so I am able to catch up this week. I wanted to hang out with all the people I haven't see this week so I want to finish my shit tonight so I have the next 3 days to chill w/ my friends. Everything has just been crazy lately...and trying to maintain your priorities and working towards a successful life really cuts into my social life and hurts my friendships which I hate.

Anyways, I'm going to go out for a cigarette and then get back to work.

Peace ass clowns!

I can't believe how warm it is outside!
Yesterday was nicer..I would have loved to taken off but since I took off two weeks ago I wasn't able to.
I was able to keep my Victor until today. I'll be dropping him off at the train on my lunch break. I'll still miss him and write him letters until I get to see him on Friday. We're so gay together.
Tonight I have class...I somehow managed to do all of my homework that's due today while smoking two blunts and watching Family Guy at the same time. I'm just so smart.
I still have tons of homework tonight that's due tomorrow...even more than yesterdays. I'll probably smoke a blunt to the face and just get through all of it. Unfortunately, I can't chill with anyone tonight.
Billy and I are working out the details to our trip to Europe. So excited!
I have a training in any minute. Just one on one with this really cool guy..funny as shit. So I'm not worried about it. Walked into a room full of new resellers that don't have an account at Westcon...introduced myself just so I can steal some of their food that they bought lol.
Ahhhh...the things people do for free sandwiches.
Either way...lemme get back to work.
Peace fuckers!